The sky is gray with smoke, the same color as the dove sitting on the back deck rail.
I’m not just saying that to be literary. The sky IS the same color as the dove. It isn’t clouds. It’s smoke from the summer fires.
I watched him through the window as he watered the garden. He was doing it all wrong but I wasn’t going to tell him.
My mind wandered to where I would go if I could go somewhere else. It wasn’t like the movies or books where I could go home to some idyllic small town. This was home. There is no extended family. There is no family at all to speak of.
I imagined the winter when we didn’t have to water the garden and everything was green.
A house on the beach where the cool winds blow away the heat and the smoke and the smell of death in the basement.
My husband waved at me.
“Did you put on sunscreen? You need a hat,” I called to him.
“I’m coming inside right now,” he said with a smile.
I saw a bit of fang flash when he smiled. He’d do that when he wanted me to smile back. Smiles had been rare these days.
I remember the fires of long ago. I remember the screams. I remember the cheers as bodies exploded and cracked. I remember the horrible smell. And I remembered to tell my children to never tell anyone who or what they are or they would face the flames.
The sliding glass door opened and he came in with an armful of roses, zinnias, and sunflowers.
“Our harvest today. Get a vase my love. We’ll bring the beauty out of the smoke.”
I smiled and took the flowers and he kissed me.
It wasn’t a smoking hot kiss but that isn’t what I wanted or needed.
All sI needed was a cool kiss from a man who loved me, and maybe eye drops.
Yes, I needed eye drops. Then I closed my eyes and thought of the waves and the cool sand between my cold Vampire toes.
~ Juliette aka Vampire Maman